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Here it is
again...Christmas, and my heart
is breaking over and over again.
How would I
ever have known or imagined that
Christmas
would be this
way for us? Our Christmas' used
to be wonderful...
full of love
and laughter and traditions that
we always held so dear,
our
annual huge Christmas party,
friends,
family, with all the laughter
and wonderful things
Christmas
should be.
But now
all I see is happy people,
shopping
and having a good time like we
used to...
now I
feel like I am on the outside
looking in.
We have no
tree, no decorations, no big
parties,
nothing is the
same at all.
I used to love
Christmas and shopping and all
the fun,
but when Our
Heidi left, everything just
seemed to come to a halt.
How could it
be happy when a very special
person in our life left us?
No one can
replace our daughter.
No one could
replace her laughter and
thoughtfulness.
No one could
ever replace our Heidi.
Yet...we still
are so thankful for our son
Scott.
He has been so
loving and an amazing son,
and I know his
heart is also broken...he lost a
very good friend...
his sister
Heidi.
They were
always the first ones up on
Christmas,
even when they
got older...eyes all aglow
with the
wonderment of Christmas.
We cant get
those wonderful holidays back.
Even though I
sometimes pray that they could
be a little better
than they have
been since Heidi left...
things
don't seem to change at all.
One very
important person will always be
missing...Heidi.
When she
walked into a room you would have to smile...
she made you
smile, just by looking at
her.
She loved
Christmas. She loved life.
We loved her
with all the love we have.
And this
song...even though we have used
it for a few years, just says it
all.
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