Jordan
Thoughts of you fill my heart with pride
It’s been one long year since you died
I cry, I weep, I sob, I sit
And still I say, “I can’t believe it!”

There are so many things about you I miss,
Your lips on mine in that barely there kiss.
Your bright smile, your laugh, your silly ways
Thinking about them gets me through my days.

I miss hearing your voice saying “I love you”
You said it to me daily only missing a few.

I miss our private little jokes on Dad
It’s been so long since one’s been had.

I miss the bets we made all in fun
An hour of tickle time I ALWAYS won!

I miss your getting mad and saying “But Mom, it’s not fair”
I miss the day you came home with jet black hair.

I miss your kind and thoughtful ways
I even miss your saying “this is SO gay!”

I miss our fun or serious talks in the car
whether traveled near or traveled far
We would play those games of what was moral and just
Sometimes laughing, our bellies would bust.

I miss seeing you in the kitchen in front of TV
Hat on your head and sports it would be,
Eating cereal, bowl after bowl
Thinking of this now brings warmth to my soul.

I miss watching soccer and the games you would play
Your skills and your speed you would practice each day
I watched you play since before you were eleven
I know in my heart you still play up in heaven.

I miss watching you do your homework for school
Doing your best was always your rule
A four point O was the goal you had set
A goal I never doubted one minute you’d get

I miss all the play “fighting” you would do with ”The Darber”
Knowing no malice your heart you did harbor
It was Skylar’s place you would always defend
Your love for her having no beginning, no end

I miss watching all our favorite programs together
The Millionaire Show, Seinfeld, whatever
You knew all the answers, the dialog too
I always had fun watching TV with you

I miss seeing you on the couch and watching you sleep
So calm and so peaceful not a sound you would peep.

Jordan
I know you are now in a most awesome place
When you came to me, it was there on your face
Your smile so bright, your face so serene
I saw it, I FELT it that night in my dream
Your face I did see ever so clearly
That memory I hold so close and so dearly.

I truly believe what God tells us is true
One day I will be up in heaven with you
And when that day comes it will be like no other
Together again, both son and mother!

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow and Forever
I Love You Jordan!
Mom

If you are wondering why its snowing on Jordan's page...its because he loved snow!