Dear Lord, I Wonder

I know it's wrong to question
the working of Your plan.
But I can't help to wonder,
And pray You understand,
To us, our loved ones You've only lent
To teach and hold, to love,
But I can't help but miss him
And tell him that I care.
I wonder if I treated him
The way you thought I should
Or did I make too many mistakes
As only a loved one could?

I wonder if the ache and pain
Will ever go away,
If I'll find peace and happiness
Another time and day
I wonder if he misses me
And thinks about me some
I wonder if he's waiting,
For the day I too, shall come
I wonder if in Heaven
He ever thinks of me,
Or is his life so beautiful
He really does not see?
The holidays are coming, Lord,
I don't know what to do
I know that there are others living
But wish the days were through.

Now Lord, I need a favor
For myself and for my friends;
I ask You for forgiveness
For our hearts that will not mend.
I need to ask You one thing more...
Before I let You go,
Will You wish our loved ones a
Merry Christmas, hug them and tell them
We miss and love them so.

Once upon a dream, I looked out among the stars
And watched a scene of angels playing their guitars
There is a Heaven, A better place not far away.
I wonder if your purpose in this life
was to light my way
To guarantee that we will meet in Heaven..