I just cant believe that you are
29 years old, Heidi.
I just never ever thought we
would be apart for so long.
Time slips away quickly these
It seems like it hasn't been
that long and you kids were little
and we were having the times of
And now...here we are...you left
that wasn't supposed to happen.
I would have never believed that
would happen in a million years...
but I was so wrong.
I will never ever stop wondering
In the blink of an eye we went
from being a happy family
to being sad and lonely without
That's something we live with
now. Its something we have to endure.
I can only hope and pray that we
can all be together again
when we all leave this world.
That's what keeps us hanging on.
So many pieces of our lives are
If it weren't for Scott, I don't
know what we would do.
You have a good brother,
Heidi, but you always knew that...
you adored your brother.
I talk to you all of the time
Heidi...do you hear me? I always pray that you do.
I think I am still getting signs
from you...but I am not
positive. I like to think that
they are from you.
I sure wish we were together
right now...Saint Patrick's Day, Your Birthday,
and Easter all all this very
We had so much fun on all of
I wonder what you would be
doing, of course, and what you would look like.
I know that you would be still
beautiful, but how would have time changed you?
Would you have been married with
children? Somehow I really think that
you would have by now. What
beautiful children they would have been.
I think of you every day, Heidi.
I still cry a lot when I am alone.
I try to be "alright" when I am
around people. I know that they can't understand.
Just know that I love you with
every breath that I take and every beat of my heart, Heidi.
I will see you soon.
Happy Birthday my Darling
All my Love for Eternity,